Two letters.

I woke up and read mah last night jot

which is written below, describing all mah fraught


1)>I think sometimes overstressed till the last dot

Girl, you are mah sweet little pot

Don’t go away, I love you a lot

we could be together living happly in a boat

or  in the backyard with a cow and a goat

If you ever love me not

I will hit myself with a gunshot

Or kill people without a single thought




2)>Just leave me forever, I besought

Let me delete in mah brain, your snapshot

Go away and end this distraught

All mah wounds has recovered to clot

I owe you none and love you not

If you are hurt then drink bullshot

This is to you, mah last ever written jot……



yours not so interested friend

name written in your fake memories….


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I wrote this poem inspired by a really wonderful and touching song of John Lennon– Imagine.


Imagine there are no limits

Just freedom, no bounds

Is sky the limit?

It’s not hard if you try


Imagine there is one God

Blessings all around

If you ever feel timid

Just know that you are fine


Imagine there is no hate

Feel the love that surrounds

If you ever feel alone

Just look inside, I am yours


You may say I’m a dreamer

But I’m not the only one

I hope, someday you’ll join us

And the world will be oneeee


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My heart aches…..

You were once my motivation

I am now in sick situation

Why can’t I be the one

Starring at past, I am stunned


I hope life is not a joke

I hate it with my head so dope

With all the reasons against you

I can’t find a single one to hate you


You said once to be forever mine

All alone now, I feel like a worthless dime

Endless world, so much to do

I can’t think something but you


Come back or murder me

Just make me burden free

Thinking of past, I cry for u

I wish I could ever die for you.


yours sincerely

wasting away……..



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This is dedicated to one of mah blogger friend Madhvi, who is really a wonderful person.

“It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that? “

Happiness could be complex enough to actually be defined or simple enough just like breathing. However the dark side of human nature (which constitutes elements like greed, anger and many more which everyone is though aware of yet not deprived of) makes us choose the former part. One can never chase happiness. One can achieve it for some time but sooner or later it perishs and to choas. However, there is always something in life for everyone which can make us experience this feeling. It could be music, someone special, any good deed etc…

A mother seeing the well being of her child feels happiness. A farmer toiling hard and earning meal experiences it. An artist practicing his art feels happiness and any human being helping others unselfishly feels this wonder. A person having money, power or fame could even be lacking this altruistic feeling in his life. On the other hand, a person poor enough in the eyes of society might be enlightened within, to be happy.

No one can teach you to be happy but you. This post doesn’t tell you the means to achieve it. However it enlightens very little aspect of this limitless concept. I decided to write it with an intention to find my own purpose. Everyone has a purpose which somehow we forget in this fast moving life. There is an activity which states that “spare at least half an hour of day to practice that thing which has no other purpose but just pure feeling of happiness.” Forget your job, studies, promises, responsibilities for that period and figure out or practice that something. It will help you explore your life and add more meaning to it.


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Thank you all

“I love sharing my story. It’s endlessly healing.”

I started this blog in march with a motive to express my feelings and share them. I would like to thank to all my WordPress friends who had shared their thoughts with me. Lately, I got passed the mark of 1000 hits which is a kind of a wonderful feeling.  On this occasion, I have created a Facebook page to give it a complete identity. This blog makes me feel happy and I am sure if we all share things with each other we can spread happiness.

Once again many thanks for giving me this overwhelming experience. Hope we all can inspire each other to move on.


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Who do you think is more visionary? “Mark Zuckerberg Or Bill Gates”

World’s Youngest Billionaire      vs  World’s richest man for 13 yrs

Mark Zuckerberg is the CEO of world’s largest social networking website called Facebook. He started it during his college time at Harvard and dropped out to convert it into a business. Till date, he is world’s youngest billionaire.

Bill Gates, ranked among the world’s wealthiest people for many years, was the CEO of Microsoft. He stepped down from Microsoft to work for Bill & Melinda Gates Foundation and is looking forward to donate about $28.8 billion.


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My dear ex-wife, I can die for you.

A letter to my ex-wife

My dear ex-wife, I feel like punching you in your face or hitting your head with a stone. Every time I try to put an effort to my work your face continuously bother me. By the way, you have a very captivating face. I still remember those days of our college when I fell in your love. Your face had left me spellbound and engrossed me in your love. Therefore, I decided to break out the nerves of your face so that you no longer perturb my focus and emotions. But still I feel like a love bird and my heart laments for your intimate affection. Perplexed by these mixed emotions, I have decided to write you a letter. After all, 10 years have passed when you left me and I haven’t written a single letter to my dear angel ex-wife.

My dear ex wife, I wish I could escape these feelings after you left me. Why didn’t you take your keepsake which continuously reminds me of you? All your dresses, shoes, luxuries etc which you bought from my money though, still they have your presence in it and it lets me down every now and then. By the way, how selfish and filthy money minded you are? You had at least spent Rs 30lakhs of mine in 3yrs when we lived together. And when you divorced me, you confiscated another 90lakhs of property, leaving me in pitiful condition both with money and emotions. Do you know how traumatic my life has become after you went? So today I have decided to burn all your possessions which give me traumas. All your memories would be burnt to ashes by today and you will be just nobody for me from today onwards.

My dear ex wife, you were such a fool. You left me for such a bastard mongrel person who stands nowhere in comparison to my love which I had given to you. I wish you could understand that but you were busy buying, shopping and spending my money. Sometimes I felt like a cloth which you though had purchased but after using for sometimes, you had discarded me to bin. Why I couldn’t understand the love that I gave you was of no significance to you? Why I couldn’t understand that you never loved me, you only loved my money. Any ways, these things don’t matter anymore because I am coming to your house to KILL you tomorrow. Yes you got it right, I am going to put an end to my love which was once everything thing to me. Then you will realize the value of my love. Here I am preparing for coming to your house to see you dying and yelling for mercy. So tomorrow on the beautiful occasion of our marriage anniversary I am going to MURDER you.

My dear ex wife, don’t think that I ever felt lonely without you. Or I have turn out to be thin and pale. In fact I am healthy and happy but still I am going to take revenge of your betrayal, by KILLING you. Today I am going to get free from mental asylum after 10 years and then tomorrow you will be dead. And when I will come to you then I will explain you how I have died each day longing for you, crying in this lonely darkness and nobody was there to listen to my weeping shouts in this jail. I will explain you how I turned from a normal loving person to a demented psycho. I will explain you how people used to call me mentally ill and I couldn’t understand why they were saying me this. I will explain you how I was dragged by police to prison and had lived last 9 years over here. You have made my life a curse in which I have to live but each day aches similar to a death. Why didn’t you kill me when you left me?

Did you remember in college when I used to say I can die for you, so today is the day, I am going to prove it to you. I am going to kill myself today. Yes I would be no more after today and this psychotic person shall not live tomorrow to kill you. I will die for you and hope you will understand me after reading this letter. I may be nothing for you but you are special for me. I am no Romeo, but only thing I know is that I loved you and will love you forever, even after death.


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My first story(fiction).

My name is Manu and I cry over my fate and destiny each day of my life. Why God is so unfair to give perfect world to some and few like me are totally screwed and hopeless? I wish to just lock myself in a room and never come out of it. If there are some magical powers in this world which I am sure is unrealistic but just to console myself, I wish those wizardly beings turn me from a despondent and dejected zero to shinning hero. If not that at least turn me into a normal person. Ok not much, at least get me a girlfriend. Oh! Just forget it, it’s never going to happen and you know why? Just take a look at one single day of my life and then you know what I am saying.

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Writers write for themselves

Why is it so important to understand this concept? If you just want to chase the fame then I guess writing is certainly not the profession for you. Writing is all about expressing yourself towards an expression which you never reach. It’s about tiny details which you can never see but only imagine. It’s about starring at paper for such long time thinking till the moment when blood starts trickling from your forehead. And it’s not easy until you love it. Most people can write but only few who write for themselves and value their writings like million bucks can only be called writers. There is nothing more common than piece of paper with some crap written on it. If you are the one who can find value in that crap then you are a writer. From the farther beginnings, all the great writers were great thinkers and even before that they were great readers. Make sure first you learn the value of writings much before developing vocabulary or correcting grammar. Read your writing or someone else writings as if nothing on earth is more precious than that. Once you understand the value of it only then you can ever be worthy of it.


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What does omen portend?

Omen is a phenomenon like nature’s response, animal voice, moon positioning, symbol, good luck charm or amulet, incantation etc. that bodes the upcoming happenings which could be either good or bad depending upon different cultures and their interpretation. It is believed that everything has energy of its own. Positive energies connect to us in conforming manner and foreshadows bonanza whereas negative ones are inauspicious and such premonitions augurs untoward and ill-fated conditions.


However, these portents are totally subjective and are construed differently by various cultures and traditions. Some are believed just to be superstitions and not really a helpful auspice for boding future. For example a cat is believed to be a bad sign and a cow is considered to be fortuitous. In a country like India, cows and cats are too abundant to give you an omenious feeling. How many times it can happen that you find a cows and end up being feckless and hapless. There are many great philosophers and successful people who do not consider omens to play any role.


In ancient times however, it was given huge importance, for example animal sacrifice to God or Goddess was considered to fetch felicitous and providential fortune. However, in today’s generation no one cares what brings what, except the few gamblers, celebrities etc. who largely depends on some stroke of luck to be successful.


Now should you believe in omens is what this articles wants to enlighten. That is, can omens bring success and prosperity to common men lives. The answer is vague and subjective. It may for you and may not for others. Or it may for you now and not always. What I believe is that trying to interpret omens limits your potentials of performance and input you give. However, one can’t deny the fact that fate and destiny means a lot in life and omens govern them. So here I end up, without unclouded views on omens. Yet to end, I would like to state, against all odds, one thing is for sure that hard work and diligence will always fetch good omens and will make you luckier. Just omens alone are not enough.

“Without a sign, his sword the brave man draws, and asks no omen but his country’s cause”     


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